"Some friend you are,"Alex said. "Don't talk to me again." And he left. I stood there confused. Not knowing what to do. Holding back tears. We finally settled down into being friends again, but that's all gone now.
I walked into school, excited, knowing nothing about the crazy year ahead of me. Carefree. I knew very little about that new kid, Alex. I knew he transferred schools from St. Andrews middle school. Otherwise, I pretty much knew nothing. I just observed him that first week of school. Seeing what guys would become his friends. After a while, a month maybe, I got butterflies in my gut everytime I saw him. Every morning I'd get up the
In a room full of people
Yet I feel so alone
Just a fifth wheel
And I want to go home
But I don't even know
Where or what home is
People always fighting
Kids always screaming
Just want to get away
And never look back
But instead, I sit here alone
An unexplainable pain
Deep inside myself
A endless tunnel
With no light at the end
Life is a tricky game
Death is much easier
Feeling hopeless
Feeling helpless
Just a puppet
Strings attatched
Out of control
Falling deeper in this hole
Getting harder
Going crazy
"Some friend you are,"Alex said. "Don't talk to me again." And he left. I stood there confused. Not knowing what to do. Holding back tears. We finally settled down into being friends again, but that's all gone now.
I walked into school, excited, knowing nothing about the crazy year ahead of me. Carefree. I knew very little about that new kid, Alex. I knew he transferred schools from St. Andrews middle school. Otherwise, I pretty much knew nothing. I just observed him that first week of school. Seeing what guys would become his friends. After a while, a month maybe, I got butterflies in my gut everytime I saw him. Every morning I'd get up the
In a room full of people
Yet I feel so alone
Just a fifth wheel
And I want to go home
But I don't even know
Where or what home is
People always fighting
Kids always screaming
Just want to get away
And never look back
But instead, I sit here alone
An unexplainable pain
Deep inside myself
A endless tunnel
With no light at the end
Life is a tricky game
Death is much easier
Feeling hopeless
Feeling helpless
Just a puppet
Strings attatched
Out of control
Falling deeper in this hole
Getting harder
Going crazy
I try to help,
yet only seem to hurt you even more,
not knowing what to say,
I sit there in silence,
I say I'm sorry,
you tell me to leave you alone,
it hurts,
not knowing what to say,
why can't I be there for you,
like you were for me,
I just don't know how to,
to help you,
I wish you would tell me how I could,
give me a hint,
a suggestion,
anything,
just talk to me,
I know you are sad,
and probably mad,
yet you just sit there,
seeing you like this hurts me,
seeing people sad, specially my friends,
always makes me sad,
where is the smile you used to have?
why isn't it around?
people miss that smile.
An unexplainable pain
Deep inside myself
A endless tunnel
With no light at the end
Life is a tricky game
Death is much easier
Feeling hopeless
Feeling helpless
Just a puppet
Strings attatched
Out of control
Falling deeper in this hole
Getting harder
Going crazy